XxForeverAlonexX

Slowly becoming a zombie...

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I hate daydreaming by XxForeverAlonexX, literature

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I hate daydreaming

I dream of scenarios that are impossible. Some are absolutely ridiculous, it makes no sense. I have no idea why this happens, maybe I just need to let go. I just stumble through life, I try fighting the natural flow. In hope that my fate will change. But, the truth is I'm powerless to these things. My heart hurts at this fact, I feel useless. What is the point in having hope, if I know things will never be the same? Why do I even care anyway? Maybe I'll just go back to sleep..

If I Only Knew by XxForeverAlonexX, literature

A Fallen Angel by XxForeverAlonexX, literature

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A Fallen Angel

Its raining, that's all she can see, When she can barely see at all. A bloodied body laying, bruised, dazed, and... Alone. A feeling of loneliness so powerful, so freezing, Or maybe that's just the rain..? The girl cannot tell and she does not even care. For all she knows is, there is no feeling in her battered, mud-stained wings, and no more faith left to fly. Yet she pushes herself to stand with numb hands A yelp of pain, and she collapses, back again, down to the forest floor. Her dark brown eyes scan her surroundings, Meeting only a darkness that seems to go on infinitely. Bathing her, the beam of a bright white circle u

You. by XxForeverAlonexX, literature

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You.

Please don't leave me here to bleed, don't leave me here to die. I don't want you to see all the damage you've created and made to define me. keeping up this façade is getting harder and harder Because you rip me apart over and over again without any rest. Will you stop if I collapse in broken pieces on the floor? Why do you even have to keep reminding me that you don't love me anymore? This doesn't even make any sense why am I writing about you? Why do I even still care about you? Who is this person that I'm even writing to? Because your not that person that you've become. Its sad that our only memories are tinged with lies, was

Why?? by XxForeverAlonexX, literature

As The Winter Dies by XxForeverAlonexX, literature

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As The Winter Dies

Drowning in their thoughts, Drowning in their lies. You can see it all, From the shadows in her eyes. She hides and prays all day, Wishing that their voices would go away. While she is seeing things that aren't really there, It's like a living nightmare. She's tired, and she's scared. It's too much for her to bare. The doctors say that she's gone crazy, Oh, this poor little baby. Fear freezes into her veins, As a bullet runs through her brain. Her silver teardrops fall from the sky, And she dreams in heaven, As the winter dies.

Insane by XxForeverAlonexX, literature

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Insane

All is an illusion that you can't replace. This madness infecting your brain, Is just a disease without a name. You won't give into the pain, but they throw you under a acid rain. They feed you poison And tie you in chains, but they are only trying to make you sane. "Baby, you don't have to live in this hell. Just take my hand and say goodbye, So we can fly away before the summer dies." He begs and whispers as your eyes go grey, Sitting under a sun so far away. Venom shrieking through your head. They stitch you together by their golden thread. But you will scream, you will kick, and you will fight, until you finally d

When you finally see. by XxForeverAlonexX, literature

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When you finally see.

When you try to run, From the only people you have ever loved. And when you turn your back, To try to forget your past. When you have forgotten the person you used to be, You can finally see what it's like to be me. To be broken beyond repair, When no one's there to care. I'm not ashamed of the blood that runs down my wrist, Only because its better when I bleed for you. Even though it hasn't done much for you. And I will be the one to die, When my blood finally dries.

As the Fireworks Started to Burst. by XxForeverAlonexX, literature

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As the Fireworks Started to Burst.

The stars are shining, and the music is blasting. I slowly walk away from the party, As people start counting down To the new year. 10! 9! 8! Tears start stinging in my eyes, only because he isn't here with me. When someone grabs my hand. 7! 6! 5! I glance over my shoulder, To find the only person That I wanted here with me. 4! 3! 2! He pulled me closer, And I looked up into his eyes. 1! And our lips touched, As the fireworks started to burst.

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Burning Away. by XxForeverAlonexX, literature

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Burning Away.

Im forced to burn. All alone, Writhing in pain. The beautiful bright flames Engulfing me; While suffocating black smoke fills my lungs. And to think, You used to be my water You used to be the one that saved me. From being forgotten ashes. But now, You've been tainted by her. You are now purly gasoline. My one and only enemy. And as im running out of time, Instead of saving me. You choose to stay, And burn me away.

Burning Away.

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Artist // Literature

July 28
United States
Deviant for 12 years
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I almost always love everyone around me, unless your a dick :P My friends often call me their little Pyro

I'm usually really hyper, or really depressed.. And i have writers block all the time ._. but when it goes away i try to get lots of work done. I HATE pictures of myself, so if you see one its prolly the only one your gunna ever see :P I am a fluffy panda.. Adorable as hell, but vicious when tormented

Current Residence: Under your bed...
Favourite genre of music: acoustic, punk rock, screamo, techno
Favourite style of art: anime
MP3 player of choice: ipod touch
Favourite cartoon character: kenny (south park)
Personal Quote: Everybody wants to be happy, nobody wants to be in pain. But you cant have a rainbow, without any rain. <3

Favourite Movies

the count of monte cristo, Burning Bright

Favourite TV Shows

Awkward, the amazing world of gumball :D, spongebob, adventure time,Regular show.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

AC/DC,BVB,BrokenCyde,Christina grimmie,BOTDF,Linkin Park,Paramore,Fort Minor,HU.

Favourite Books

Harry Potter series(yes i am a nerd), Maximum ride,ect....

Favourite Writers

xXxMusicNinjaxXx

Favourite Games

Zelda (ocarina of time),CoD World war,CoD Black Ops.

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox 360

Other Interests

animals,anime/manga,guys,vid games,revenge...

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XxForeverAlonexX

Jun 1, 2012

I'm done ._.

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I have recently decided that im not going to deal with the millions of deviations that are in my box right now. So i have just decided that Im going to delete them all because i will take me years if I attempt to look at all of them. So Im sorry if you get abunch of random favorites from me on deviations that you created a really really long time ago, because im really not up to date on these types of things :D Also, I love when people thank me for flavoring their deviations, because if i favorite it that means i think its fu**ing awesome!! :meow: but I'm really busy most of the time so yea, just your welcome :3

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XxForeverAlonexX

Apr 10, 2012

Fighting is my specialty...

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I really thought you would've figured out not to try to take him again.... After I won the last time. If its a fight you want, its a fight you will get. You will soon learn a lesson, I never even try to win, I just always do. Because I'm better than you in every single way possible. You are not what he wants. I am. That's exactly how I always win. I win, only because he loves who I am. So, raise your weapon, and prepare to go down in flames because nothing is going to get in my way.

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XxForeverAlonexX

Dec 23, 2011

Bye!!

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I will be deleting my DA account, So BYE!!! I will miss all of the people I have met on here! I Love you all and i hope you have a Merry X-mas!!!

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VoidTheBlackWolf

Mar 18, 2014

You're a pretty girl o3o how are you forever alone?

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Jul 29, 2013

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

It's July 28^th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year! Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team